Out with the OLD.. In with the NEW!

So 2008 has been an interesting year and a learning experience that is for sure. I am so ready to focus on a new year and a fresh start. I have alot to be thankful for. I have a great boyfriend and great friends who arent just friends when they wanna be. I have acquired a great bunch of new friends over the last year who have helped me out a great deal.

Alot of changes are going to be made in 2009. I am going to keep these changes to myself until they are ready to be made. :)

2008 sure had its ups and downs.. more downs than ups BUT it got me where I am today and that is a stronger person and I learned alot. I made a HUGE mistake and learned from it and that mistake haunts me everyday, I will never let anyone influence me again and I will never let myself be that vulnerable again. I said I would never live with regrets but I do, I have one HUGE regret. And I will live with it and move on with my life. Getting a divorce and leaving my husband was the best thing for me and my girls. I do not regret that one bit. It was time to move on with my life and leave him and the negativity that we had towards one another. It is amazing how different things are now that we are not together. We are friends and get along for the most part but I dont regret that one bit. That lead me to the most wonderful and caring man, my boyfriend Steve. He is so patient with me and sure we have had our ups and downs but who hasnt and if you can say you have a perfect relationship then I would love to know your secret. I confinded in some people I called friends and I shouldnt have and wont ever tell them my personal business again. I dont understand that. I feel I have been a good friend. All I have wanted to do was live my life the way I felt was best for me and my girls. I am getting off topic.

So I am leaving the old in 2008 behind me along with the drama and I am starting a new year with a bang.. Here is to a new year... New memories and new beginnings. Welcome 2009 with a bang. I am sad I wont get a midnight kiss. :( We both have to work at the madhouse tonight ... AHHHHHHH well guess I will get that and then some when he gets home. hehehe

HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE! BE safe. See ya next year!