Finally got to meet her..

The day came that I had been waiting for. The day that the girls and I got to meet Genna, Steve's little girl. She is the most perfect and beautiful little girl. We got to spend all day Monday with her and will from here on out. It was great! Here are a few photos of the day. Well more than a few... I took alot.. hehe

Finally got to meet her..

The day came that I had been waiting for. The day that the girls and I got to meet Genna, Steve's little girl. She is the most perfect and beautiful little girl. We got to spend all day Monday with her and will from here on out. It was great! Here are a few photos of the day. Well more than a few... I took alot.. hehe

Hugest Cock I have ever seen...

LOL So on our way to Apple Hill, we came across this HUGE cock here on the side of the road and of course you all know me, it was the perfect photo opp. hahaha I took some of just the cock alone and then got some of me and the cock, of course! hahahaha I find it amusing but I am sure some don't or won't ... well basically because they just don't have a sense of humor. LMAO!

Hugest Cock I have ever seen...

LOL So on our way to Apple Hill, we came across this HUGE cock here on the side of the road and of course you all know me, it was the perfect photo opp. hahaha I took some of just the cock alone and then got some of me and the cock, of course! hahahaha I find it amusing but I am sure some don't or won't ... well basically because they just don't have a sense of humor. LMAO!

Influence...

in·flu·ence [ ín floo ənss ]
noun (plural in·flu·enc·es)
Definition:

1. effect on something: the effect of something on a person, thing, or event

It amazes me that I allowed certain people to have such a huge influence on my life, I look back now and realize that I made a huge mistake and handled things totally wrong. I could have handled things a lot differently and still got the same results as I do now, a divorce. I needed out of my marriage and yes that was the last straw and that was my way out but I know for a fact that things were done for one reason only and I am entitled to my opinions and so is everyone else. J and I were not getting along and had no love left for one another and it was time to move on with our lives, I have learnt a GREAT life lesson out of all of this. I swore I never lived with any regrets and never would but I sure do and they haunt me. I was influenced a great deal and at the time thought I was doing the right thing but looking back now I think I could have handled things so much differently and still be right here where I am today. I hold NO grudges and I forgive and forget, some people dont and that is fine. That is their life. I have to get past my regrets and move on with my life and I am doing that with each day that passes. I have learnt to not let others influence me without me really taking the time to think about what I want and how I want to handle things. I know my situation and my life better than anyone else and I will make the decision with the influence of outsiders. I will although be glad to take the influence of loved ones who truly love me and care about me. Well I am rambling and need to get to bed. I just need to get this off my chest and so there ya have it.

Influence...

in·flu·ence [ ín floo ənss ]
noun (plural in·flu·enc·es)
Definition:

1. effect on something: the effect of something on a person, thing, or event

It amazes me that I allowed certain people to have such a huge influence on my life, I look back now and realize that I made a huge mistake and handled things totally wrong. I could have handled things a lot differently and still got the same results as I do now, a divorce. I needed out of my marriage and yes that was the last straw and that was my way out but I know for a fact that things were done for one reason only and I am entitled to my opinions and so is everyone else. J and I were not getting along and had no love left for one another and it was time to move on with our lives, I have learnt a GREAT life lesson out of all of this. I swore I never lived with any regrets and never would but I sure do and they haunt me. I was influenced a great deal and at the time thought I was doing the right thing but looking back now I think I could have handled things so much differently and still be right here where I am today. I hold NO grudges and I forgive and forget, some people dont and that is fine. That is their life. I have to get past my regrets and move on with my life and I am doing that with each day that passes. I have learnt to not let others influence me without me really taking the time to think about what I want and how I want to handle things. I know my situation and my life better than anyone else and I will make the decision with the influence of outsiders. I will although be glad to take the influence of loved ones who truly love me and care about me. Well I am rambling and need to get to bed. I just need to get this off my chest and so there ya have it.

The Rodeo...

Steve and I took the kids to the rodeo today that was in town. The kids LOVE it. My girls have never been but Steves boys have been before. My girls watched it and loved watching what the animals were going to do. They got a little bored at times but when a new event came out they were interested again. It was a great day. I love spending the day with the family out in the sunshine. Here are some photos from today.

The Rodeo...

Steve and I took the kids to the rodeo today that was in town. The kids LOVE it. My girls have never been but Steves boys have been before. My girls watched it and loved watching what the animals were going to do. They got a little bored at times but when a new event came out they were interested again. It was a great day. I love spending the day with the family out in the sunshine. Here are some photos from today.

True love

Is a wonderful thing and when you have it .. hold it tight and never let it go. I have found true love and I am never going to let it go. It is the greatest feeling in the world to be with someone that loves you unconditionally and you feel the same way about them.

True love

Is a wonderful thing and when you have it .. hold it tight and never let it go. I have found true love and I am never going to let it go. It is the greatest feeling in the world to be with someone that loves you unconditionally and you feel the same way about them.

Natalie Alice.. my baby!

I took Natalie to the DR. last week for a rash she had behind her ear that wasnt getting better and looked infected. It was all red and had puss in it so it was time to take her in and have it looked at. It is the whole backside of her ear. Dr. said she has dermatitis and that it would always be there and have flair ups and so on. He prescribed her some antibiotic ointment and an oral antibiotic because it was pretty infected. I also brought to his attention that Natalie seems to have a little bit of a hearing issue. She was having problems with certain tones. She could hear me talking alright but I just have noticed over the last year that she was having issues with the TV and music and things like that. She also has a strong speech problems as well and she ALWAYS talks to us sooooo loudly. So I asked him about it and he did a hearing screening right then and sure enough she is what they call "Tone deaf" and he referred us to the specialist. I am a bit concerned but know that she will be fine with all of todays technology and that she isnt completely deaf she just has problems with lower tones. She completely failed the lower tones on the hearing test. :( I will keep you all informed and updated after we see the specialist.

Natalie Alice.. my baby!

I took Natalie to the DR. last week for a rash she had behind her ear that wasnt getting better and looked infected. It was all red and had puss in it so it was time to take her in and have it looked at. It is the whole backside of her ear. Dr. said she has dermatitis and that it would always be there and have flair ups and so on. He prescribed her some antibiotic ointment and an oral antibiotic because it was pretty infected. I also brought to his attention that Natalie seems to have a little bit of a hearing issue. She was having problems with certain tones. She could hear me talking alright but I just have noticed over the last year that she was having issues with the TV and music and things like that. She also has a strong speech problems as well and she ALWAYS talks to us sooooo loudly. So I asked him about it and he did a hearing screening right then and sure enough she is what they call "Tone deaf" and he referred us to the specialist. I am a bit concerned but know that she will be fine with all of todays technology and that she isnt completely deaf she just has problems with lower tones. She completely failed the lower tones on the hearing test. :( I will keep you all informed and updated after we see the specialist.

Fort Bragg, CA

December 22nd and 23rd we spent in Fort Bragg. What an amazingly beautiful place. I had never been there. Reminded me alot of Morro Bay, CA back home. I love the ocean and the beach and could spend hours there listening to the sound of the waves crashing onto the shore. Although it was freezing cold I loved it and enjoyed every minute of being there with Steve and my girls. Such an amazing coastline. Steve and I took the girls to glass beach and they threw rocks into the water and collected some things and played for awhile while I took some photos and just enjoyed the scenery and enjoyed being with the ones I love more than anything. We spent the night and drove up Hwy 1 all the way home and that sure was breathtaking. Here are some photos from our trip to Fort Bragg...

Fort Bragg, CA

December 22nd and 23rd we spent in Fort Bragg. What an amazingly beautiful place. I had never been there. Reminded me alot of Morro Bay, CA back home. I love the ocean and the beach and could spend hours there listening to the sound of the waves crashing onto the shore. Although it was freezing cold I loved it and enjoyed every minute of being there with Steve and my girls. Such an amazing coastline. Steve and I took the girls to glass beach and they threw rocks into the water and collected some things and played for awhile while I took some photos and just enjoyed the scenery and enjoyed being with the ones I love more than anything. We spent the night and drove up Hwy 1 all the way home and that sure was breathtaking. Here are some photos from our trip to Fort Bragg...