Me and my boy..

I really love this boy.. he is like a kid to me with 4 legs. Lol

Me and my boy Frank

Me and my boy..

I really love this boy.. he is like a kid to me with 4 legs. Lol

Me and my boy Frank

Not a good week..

I am just going to say that... I finally am starting to feel better after having a nasty cold the last week. It started last Wednesday night before bed, I felt really stuffy and figured it was allergies.  When I woke up on Thursday morning I felt horrible like a big semi-truck had ran me over.  I toughed it out and worked all week even though I felt like my head was going to explode. Its a good thing I have a wonderful boyfriend who takes really good care of me, on Sunday he got off work early because he was working the Hall & Oats concert and he knew I had to stay at work and finish my shift and I was miserable, so he went to CVS and bought me a humidifier and the vaporizor to go in it to help me breathe better and he also bought me shower tablets that help too with the steam. He is the best and takes such great care of me. I love him. I feel so much better today thank god.. I knew it was only a matter of time before I got sick since I haven't been around all the money and germs in like 6 months. Oh well it will happen, and I know I can count on my awesome boyfriend to take good care of me.

This was also the first week of the girls new schedule with their father, he isn't even worth calling a dad. We go to mediation and he gets the days he wants because he "says" his schedule is changed. So he wants them twice a month overnight on a Tues after school until Wednesday and will take them to school on Wednesday morning. Well he puts down that he wants them at 4pm on those Tues instead of picking them up from school, because picking his gf kids up from school is more important and they get out at the same time.. its ridiculous. Last night was the girls first overnight on the new schedule and I am NOT liking it, for many reasins.  He didn't check to make sure that their homework was correct, they went to bed super late and are really cranky today, I could go on and on.. but you get the picture. These are also things that need to be addressed AGAIN in court before the judge on our upcoming court date.

Well it is getting close to dinner time... ttfn

Not a good week..

I am just going to say that... I finally am starting to feel better after having a nasty cold the last week. It started last Wednesday night before bed, I felt really stuffy and figured it was allergies.  When I woke up on Thursday morning I felt horrible like a big semi-truck had ran me over.  I toughed it out and worked all week even though I felt like my head was going to explode. Its a good thing I have a wonderful boyfriend who takes really good care of me, on Sunday he got off work early because he was working the Hall & Oats concert and he knew I had to stay at work and finish my shift and I was miserable, so he went to CVS and bought me a humidifier and the vaporizor to go in it to help me breathe better and he also bought me shower tablets that help too with the steam. He is the best and takes such great care of me. I love him. I feel so much better today thank god.. I knew it was only a matter of time before I got sick since I haven't been around all the money and germs in like 6 months. Oh well it will happen, and I know I can count on my awesome boyfriend to take good care of me.

This was also the first week of the girls new schedule with their father, he isn't even worth calling a dad. We go to mediation and he gets the days he wants because he "says" his schedule is changed. So he wants them twice a month overnight on a Tues after school until Wednesday and will take them to school on Wednesday morning. Well he puts down that he wants them at 4pm on those Tues instead of picking them up from school, because picking his gf kids up from school is more important and they get out at the same time.. its ridiculous. Last night was the girls first overnight on the new schedule and I am NOT liking it, for many reasins.  He didn't check to make sure that their homework was correct, they went to bed super late and are really cranky today, I could go on and on.. but you get the picture. These are also things that need to be addressed AGAIN in court before the judge on our upcoming court date.

Well it is getting close to dinner time... ttfn

Change ...

Is something that some people will never be able to do. Wether it be for their own good or for the good of their own innocent children. It never ceases to amaze me that he can be so damn immature and selfish.

You know my Dad asks me all the time why I married such an ignorant person and I honestly don't have an answer.. looking back now I wish I knew then what I know now. I wouldn't have given him the time of day.

My girls deserve so much better, they deserve a father that is going to be around and love them forever and take them on his time and want to be with them.. not a father that is always making excuses to get them home early and to not have them on his scheduled times. This really affects them.. especially Hannah who knows what is going on.

I know one day they will look back and see how much effort I put into trying to get their father to take them and be with them.. normally it is the other way around and the mother isn't wanting the father around the kids. I really don't either but I see how much they want to spend time with him and I try to make that happen and they can see that and one day will be very thankful for that.

Even after an hour in mediation he got the visitation days and times HE wanted and he still can't call text or come get his kids on the days he chose. What a freaking loser. God he makes me so angry for hurting my girls.

One day... The time will come... when the girls will see right through him. One day!!

Change ...

Is something that some people will never be able to do. Wether it be for their own good or for the good of their own innocent children. It never ceases to amaze me that he can be so damn immature and selfish.

You know my Dad asks me all the time why I married such an ignorant person and I honestly don't have an answer.. looking back now I wish I knew then what I know now. I wouldn't have given him the time of day.

My girls deserve so much better, they deserve a father that is going to be around and love them forever and take them on his time and want to be with them.. not a father that is always making excuses to get them home early and to not have them on his scheduled times. This really affects them.. especially Hannah who knows what is going on.

I know one day they will look back and see how much effort I put into trying to get their father to take them and be with them.. normally it is the other way around and the mother isn't wanting the father around the kids. I really don't either but I see how much they want to spend time with him and I try to make that happen and they can see that and one day will be very thankful for that.

Even after an hour in mediation he got the visitation days and times HE wanted and he still can't call text or come get his kids on the days he chose. What a freaking loser. God he makes me so angry for hurting my girls.

One day... The time will come... when the girls will see right through him. One day!!

Vacation time...



Can't wait,  we are on the countdown till our vacation in October.  We will have a week off of work and we are going to go have a grrreat time with the family.  :)  Let the countdown begin..  whoo hoo

Vacation time...



Can't wait,  we are on the countdown till our vacation in October.  We will have a week off of work and we are going to go have a grrreat time with the family.  :)  Let the countdown begin..  whoo hoo

Happy Anniversary

1095 days = 3 years = love .. Steve and I have been together 3 years now.  It seems like just yesterday that he stole my heart. :)  I love this man more and more each day.  We have been through a lot but it has only brought us closer together.  Our love for each other is very strong ... I look forward to many many more years together and watching our kids grow up... Stephen I love you to the moon and back..

Happy Anniversary

1095 days = 3 years = love .. Steve and I have been together 3 years now.  It seems like just yesterday that he stole my heart. :)  I love this man more and more each day.  We have been through a lot but it has only brought us closer together.  Our love for each other is very strong ... I look forward to many many more years together and watching our kids grow up... Stephen I love you to the moon and back..

Natalie lost another tooth

She came home from school on her first day of 2nd grade missing her front tooth and her other one is wiggly. She was excited. Tooth fairy time :)

Natalie lost another tooth

She came home from school on her first day of 2nd grade missing her front tooth and her other one is wiggly. She was excited. Tooth fairy time :)