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Wednesday, September 7, 2011

Change ...

Is something that some people will never be able to do. Wether it be for their own good or for the good of their own innocent children. It never ceases to amaze me that he can be so damn immature and selfish.

You know my Dad asks me all the time why I married such an ignorant person and I honestly don't have an answer.. looking back now I wish I knew then what I know now. I wouldn't have given him the time of day.

My girls deserve so much better, they deserve a father that is going to be around and love them forever and take them on his time and want to be with them.. not a father that is always making excuses to get them home early and to not have them on his scheduled times. This really affects them.. especially Hannah who knows what is going on.

I know one day they will look back and see how much effort I put into trying to get their father to take them and be with them.. normally it is the other way around and the mother isn't wanting the father around the kids. I really don't either but I see how much they want to spend time with him and I try to make that happen and they can see that and one day will be very thankful for that.

Even after an hour in mediation he got the visitation days and times HE wanted and he still can't call text or come get his kids on the days he chose. What a freaking loser. God he makes me so angry for hurting my girls.

One day... The time will come... when the girls will see right through him. One day!!

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