A dream...

"A dream you dream alone is only a dream. A dream you dream together is reality. "

By: John Lennon

A dream...

"A dream you dream alone is only a dream. A dream you dream together is reality. "

By: John Lennon

Finally got to meet her..

The day came that I had been waiting for. The day that the girls and I got to meet Genna, Steve's little girl. She is the most perfect and beautiful little girl. We got to spend all day Monday with her and will from here on out. It was great! Here are a few photos of the day. Well more than a few... I took alot.. hehe

Finally got to meet her..

The day came that I had been waiting for. The day that the girls and I got to meet Genna, Steve's little girl. She is the most perfect and beautiful little girl. We got to spend all day Monday with her and will from here on out. It was great! Here are a few photos of the day. Well more than a few... I took alot.. hehe

Hugest Cock I have ever seen...

LOL So on our way to Apple Hill, we came across this HUGE cock here on the side of the road and of course you all know me, it was the perfect photo opp. hahaha I took some of just the cock alone and then got some of me and the cock, of course! hahahaha I find it amusing but I am sure some don't or won't ... well basically because they just don't have a sense of humor. LMAO!

Hugest Cock I have ever seen...

LOL So on our way to Apple Hill, we came across this HUGE cock here on the side of the road and of course you all know me, it was the perfect photo opp. hahaha I took some of just the cock alone and then got some of me and the cock, of course! hahahaha I find it amusing but I am sure some don't or won't ... well basically because they just don't have a sense of humor. LMAO!

Influence...

in·flu·ence [ ín floo ənss ]
noun (plural in·flu·enc·es)
Definition:

1. effect on something: the effect of something on a person, thing, or event

It amazes me that I allowed certain people to have such a huge influence on my life, I look back now and realize that I made a huge mistake and handled things totally wrong. I could have handled things a lot differently and still got the same results as I do now, a divorce. I needed out of my marriage and yes that was the last straw and that was my way out but I know for a fact that things were done for one reason only and I am entitled to my opinions and so is everyone else. J and I were not getting along and had no love left for one another and it was time to move on with our lives, I have learnt a GREAT life lesson out of all of this. I swore I never lived with any regrets and never would but I sure do and they haunt me. I was influenced a great deal and at the time thought I was doing the right thing but looking back now I think I could have handled things so much differently and still be right here where I am today. I hold NO grudges and I forgive and forget, some people dont and that is fine. That is their life. I have to get past my regrets and move on with my life and I am doing that with each day that passes. I have learnt to not let others influence me without me really taking the time to think about what I want and how I want to handle things. I know my situation and my life better than anyone else and I will make the decision with the influence of outsiders. I will although be glad to take the influence of loved ones who truly love me and care about me. Well I am rambling and need to get to bed. I just need to get this off my chest and so there ya have it.