All he left me was a bandaid to try and put the pieces together and mend my broken heart. I guess that is better than nothing. Being an EMT I am thankful for the bandaid but it wont hold all the blood that I am gonna bleed from this heartache. :( It is gonna hurt for a LONG time, but I am strong. I think I will manage. I might as well let those of you that care about me know why we arent together anymore. Steve left to go back to his wife and daughter. Yes you read that correctly. He was married. He left her to be with me briefly but decided to break my heart along the way. I guess this was a HARD HARD lesson learned for me. He was good to me and the girls. He stood by my side through alot and I appreciate him for that. But right now I am hurt and am starting to get a little anger building. I guess that is normal. Hardest part is going to be going to work everyday and seeing him. I am going to try and go to graveyard. Sure will be hard on me and my family but I have to do this to heal. Get past the hurt and I wont get past the hurt seeing him everyday at work. It just wont happen. It will keep that wound open. :(
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Ouch.. that really sucks.. Im sorry to hear this...
Eh! Dont be sorry! It was bound to happen. It hurts.. But it will ALLL get better in time. :)
Yes but still He seemed like a "good" guy... but then again its the classic Married man wants to have fun syndrom...
=) and yes you will move on.. Just focus on the girls.. and then having fun! hehe
He was a wonderful guy. I will sure miss him. That is for sure. I only wish him the best and happiness. Yea I have alot of things I want to plan with the girls. So that is my main focus, once I get past this hurt. It is complicated. So much more to it then you know. :(
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