My days off are flying... And I am so not looking forward to the holiday. Yes that is sad to say. BUT I miss my family holidays with my family (my mom, grandmother and sisters.) I wish I didnt have to work cause I would be gone in a heartbeat. I get to spend Thanksgiving alone. So I am glad I have to work in a way because it will get my mind off of things.
I plan to take the girls to see Santa soon and then take them to get their pics done at either JC Penneys or Picture People. I might even sneak into one. I dont know. Gotta wait awhile though... well until this nice shiner is gone. LOL
I really wish I could freeze time. I just dont want to face the next few weeks. To much to think about and it just makes me so depressed. I just need to get through the second week of Decemember and get that behind me. Wether or not it makes things for me better I dont know. Life is full of hurt .. and it has surrounded me full force. I am trying to be strong. But it can only last so long.
Well anyways I was trying to make this a positive blog but I seem to have gotten off track and made it a negative one. I am going to go take my shower and get ready for my girls to come home and then go get my chair from my Dads.
Have a wonderful Sunday!
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