Ok so just to fill you in on my day.. I tripped and fell at home and ended up with a HUGE black eye. Yea nice! That started my day out horrible after a long rough night already. So I just faced the day the best I could. Did my stuff I had planned and went on with my daily tasks. My eye got worse and more bruised as the day went on. So I got to work and EVERYONE asked me what happened and of course didnt beleive me. Thought my "boyfriend" beat me up. Told them you have to have a boyfriend first in order for him to beat me up. RIGHT?!?!
So towards the end of the night a guy that had given me his phone number ended up at a table near my section and he waved me over and said hello and asked me why I never called. My response was " Becasue I told you I "had" a boyfriend. He said oh yea thats right. We got to talking and he asked me what happened to my eye and he said he was worried about me. WTF ever he doesnt even know me. But he said he hoped that my boyfriend didnt do it that I dont deserve that. I told him that I no longer had a boyfriend and he said oh would you like to go out sometime. I told him I wasnt sure, and got called away to a jackpot. I paid the jackpot and started to walk my section and there he sits in my section. Great! I am really not in the mood to deal with this guy but eh whatever. So I continue walking and he stops me and says seriously I would love to take you out to old town sac and then have dinner on the river. I told him possibly, I wasnt sure. He asked me if I still had his number and I told him no. So he gave it to me again. (I ripped it up in front of Steve, last time he gave it to me) I am just not ready to get out there and date. I am VERY liery of men right now and just dont want to subject myself to anything. We chatted for awhile about work and he works for a correctional facility. Says he is persistant and I told him that he better not be to persistant or I will run the other way, that I just got out of a relationship and I am in no way ready for another. He said he understands but wanted to get to know me better. UGH!!
I am not ready for this at all... what to do?!?! I guess going to dinner and out wont hurt. But I dont know. Ok off to bed I go... I need some sleep. I have a busy day today. Oh joy!
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eh I would pass on the date... you dont need to have another "steve" right now. I mean with everything going on with Jason and then Steve i think its best IMHO if you just dont call him....
you dont need that stress to start up again and then have this new dude shatter your heart even more.
Good point.. Thanks for the advice. I have been going through my head wether to go or not. He seems nice and geniune but you never know. I coulndt handle another heartache. And I am very vulnerable right now. I dont know what to do. I am liery of the whole situation because of the things with Jason and being hurt by him and now having my heart complelty shattered by Steve. I think I will just wait and see when he comes in and let him know that now is not a good time to go out and if he wants to go out at a later time then it could be a possibility. I dont want my weakened state by the heartache to put me in a rebound position and that isnt fair to anyone else. :( Thank you Des. I know I can always count on you for advice.
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