Without you...

I heard this song last night on my way home and it hit me sooooooo fucking hard that I had to pull over and cry and just cry. OMG! Why do I do this to myself. FUCK this! Yea it hurts but is it worth beating myself up NO!! Their are other men out there and ones that will not hurt me this way... or want to hurt me this way... So here is the song that hit home for me. :( And left me on the side of the road for about 30 mins crying my eyes out before I went and got my girls. Grrrrrr...

Without You
By: Dixie Chicks

I've sure enjoyed the rain But I'm looking forward to the sun
You have to feel the pain When you loose the love you gave someone
I thought by now the time Would take away these lonely tears
I hope you're doing fine all alone. But where do I go from Here
'cause Without you I'm not okay And without you I've lost my way
My heart's stuck In second place ooh Without you
Well I never thought I'd be Lying here without you by my side
It seems unreal to me that The life you promised was a lie
You made it look so easy Making love into memories
I guess you got what you wanted But what about me
'cause Without you I'm not okay And without you I've lost my way
My heart's stuck in second place ooh Without you
Somebody tell my head to try to tell my heart That I'm better off without you
'Cause baby I can't live Without you
I'm not okay And without you I've lost my way
My heart's stuck in second place ooh Without you Without you